- THIS IS PEGGY'S BLOG ,HELLO!! -.-"

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

HELLO
i'm back.
frm julien's dad's hse.
haha. i'm veh tired now!
okok morning...

BOOO.. woke up ard 9+
den ate breakfast.
i duno wtf i ate .
forget already -.-
yes yes. after that went to town with julien
we took neoprint!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT.
we forgot to choose the last part and we walked away.
AND some fucking idiot went to press fer us.
AND the fucking stupid go press those we cross out one.
FUCKERS.
BRAINLESS FUCKTARDS.
i curse them kena bang by car , kena STOMP flat by lorry or truck then in coma and struggle fer a few months the DIE
too evil OOPS. lol
JOKING.
i just hope that they kena hit by bird shit .
YES. HAHA.
after that we ate rama tingy.. WE WASTED A PLATE OF THING
THE WHOLE PLATE
we only ate 3 of the MANY MANY.
lol-.-
yes then after that went to meet albert rendy phoon evan and a guy ( dono who ).
yes yes.
we went K pool.
play play i din play ( as usual )
actually wanna play one.
but rite i paiseh.
so din play.
LOL i wanna go dere with julien .
she can teach me.
not so paiseh :)
YEPP.
after that julien and i went off 1st cos she needa go her dad hse eat.
den i followed her!
i played blackjack with julien ernest aunty carrie and julien's ah gu ^^
i nvr win or lose luh.
i give how much took back how much.
haha FUN :D!
actually wanna go meet xiongjie one.
he's at gerald's ah ma hse.
i duno where is that so never luh.
den he say if her early go home den meet up.
lol but very late ang i'm at home already.
yeh yeh so yep.
we meeting tmr.
IN SCHOOL
hahaaa.
ok i'm tired.
CYA

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9:00 PM

Monday, January 30, 2006

HELLO !!!
hehehehe :)
today is chu er , HAHA
morning went ahma hse to eat breakfast ,
then mum side de relatives come to ahma hse.
that means ( GOT ANGBAO TAKE)
woooohhooo!!
haha, HMM.
got 100+ frm dere
alot rite? but oni have 4 red packet den $100+ already.
woohoo.
cos 1 gave me $100.
LOL THATS WHY =.=
yehh..
den the weather very very hot ar!
i go in aircon room listen ipod and sms ppl.
den i fell a sleep. haha
slept fer 1 hour plus.
SHIOK
hahah! den after that go home lorr.

okayy blog about yesterday :)
yesterday was chu yi! (1)
haha! woke up early morning mama and papa gimmie angbao.
mama gave : $200
papa gave : $60 -.-
LOL whats with the face.
HAHAHAHAHA see the difference lar..
TSK.
hehe. den den rite.
went ahma hse eat zai ( all vege )
den got angbaos again!
ahma gave : $120
ahgong gave: $50
LOL ok deres a diference yeh. ^^
haha 1st day only alot already.
woohoo.
hahaahha.
then went 5th uncle hse !
we're the 1st to reach.
HAHAA.
kiang jio0ng -.-
duno how to spell WHATEVER.
hmm!
den slack slack. nick was playing maple.
lol den after awhile he let me play .
^___^
was fun lah.
errmm.
i din eat alot.
dont know why i lost appitite? -.-
whateverrr.
got alot angbaos also la. haha

went go at ard 9, 2006 newyear was boring!
went home to count : $720
YEH ALOT YES?
haha. so plus today's is $860..
thats alot alot.
i got alot blue notes in my wallet.
WOOHOO NICE.
haahaha!
&860 will still be going up afterwards!
julien aunty carrie jianing jia hao ernest and meizhu aunty coming!~ :))
HEHEE..

alright TMR ( wow can blog bout tmr? NAH just a plan. HAHHA )
tmr ard 12 meet up with julien albert kongba phoon xiong jie houyu gerald and bert's 2 frens at cine.
play pool , go K box.
yeh yeh yeh. thats the small little plan.
LOL.
hope everthing goes well yeh!
hope all that i;ve listed can go tmr.
HAHA yesh.

bb.

stupid blogged at
5:50 PM

Saturday, January 28, 2006

HELLO EVERYONE :D
went town with julien yesterday!
we bought a same bag! very ex :c
but nvr mind its nice . hehehe!
I bought mine at heeron, then julien went to fareast for it cos heeron no more stock already.
when we reach heeron ; i saw rendy albert evan :D
so qiao :))
hehehehee.
den we go toilet , bert call me if we want to walk together
den ok lor since we nth to do also
HAHA.
den we went cine to watch Fearless
kinda boring -.-
after that we went to play pool
i din play lah
LOL i duno how to play -.-
so i just watch :))
wahahahs.
so fun watching :X
haha den we left , went jurong east to meet Xiongjie houyu gerald and lionel
they are SMOKING ok -.-
when i reach dere i only saw xiongjie and gerald ( he pull up half of his shirt ) =.="
den dey go the stairs dere and sit lor
den we follow
talk talk awhile den go home -.-
Then XJ ask if need to sent me home
den i say i sending julien so nvm loh
HAHA :)
i'm easily scared. ( BY JULIEN KOH)
eg. putting hand on shoulder
HAHAHAHAA i luffed ALOT
today seriously i have muscle cramp at my stomach.
i just realise its becus of luffing
today morning i was wondering why i have muscle cramp.
HAHAHA -.-
ok

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! :))

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11:20 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I'M HOME EARLY TODAY
cause i'm sick :(

early in the morning stomach pain already.
den i tink nth much so go school
reach school! it became pain-er !
and its freezing cold in school today ok?
DAMN COLD.

den after geog lesson i deside to go home as its really very pain , lol
so man jing pei me go find patrick tan to find him.
as i walk down , i saw [ HIM ] !
OMG
i look at him in the eye den he look back
den i say hello
HE SMILE BACK OKAY.
THOSE CHEERFUL CHEERFUL SMILE
omg i nearly faint.
LOLS
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * faints *

OMG!
he gave me a shock shock look den smile xD
ITS SICKENING CUTE LAR OMG
[ HIM ]
hahahahahahahahahhaha!
i dont want say who , want know ask me :))
HEHEEEEE * faints again *
OMG REALLY CUTE OK OK OK OK OK ? OK? OKAY?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!
OK!
XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKING HAPPY :))
heheheheeeeeeeeee ^^

anyway i hunted a summoning rock ON MY OWN just now.
er... in maple.
HAHAHAHAHA i know wad face julien will give after seeing [ in maple ]
HAHAHAHAHAH I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND [ titanic freak ]
er.. ok!
b.

# i love your smile #

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1:22 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

Hello :)))))
today morning's assembly SUCKS.
betty dwn dere SHOUT into the damn mic
stupid old hag !
:X

rights, blah blah balh bLAHHHHHHHH.
* school ends *
WOOHOO! YAY!
went jurongpoint with cindy nicole to eat dinner
cindy went to buy her lit book
den i went to buy maple pp cards. LOL
den met MUM
OMG lol
anyway lucky i met her.
cos i bbought 2 new shoes :))
hehehehe!!!
nth already :)

Friday going either causeway or lot1 with
cindy nicole jennifer yingyi houyu xiong jie and gerald :)
yeh to watch heriloom!!
WOO YAH :D
lol lol lol s s s .
ok
b.

stupid blogged at
6:25 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

HIHI

yesterdae went out with julien ,
met her at ard 6+ , i was late BY 45 MINUTES
LOL OMG sorry juju :x
heeee, we took cab down to novena to meet jerome
went dere to return him $10
LOL HE'S SO POILTE?
he bowed =.=
HAHA nice boy =X
HMM,
after that took train to town,
actually wanted to go bugis.
BUT FAR.
so we alight at orchard station ,
walked to cine , my whole FEET was WET =.=
hahahaha had a GOOD time luffing -.-
SO FUNNY =X
julien is a titanic freak
oh well i'm also one.
we eat ice kachang also can link to titanic.
LOL
the boat bang bang den the song come out -.-
LAME LAH JULIEN * roll eyes *
=X heeeeee :))
we watched ' In her Shoes '
very nicee.
BUT i slept =x
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
and btw , the person infront of me have BO
and he stinks -.-
:((
yaya ok i bought a bag and a book , and i duno why the hell i spent $150 over those.
sudddenli left very little money!
ANYWAY LA

today-- later gonna go LOT1 to buy the white addidas watch :D
heheeee :)
den going gu ma hse eat reuinon dinner.
HAHA SO FAST :X
well , the running machine reached already.
i fell dwn -.-
PAPA press very fast den i no time to stop
den i fell , the running pad have my skin
FUCK LA
my left leg ingured.
have very big scratch
eeeeeee .
ok b.

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1:16 AM

Saturday, January 21, 2006

HELLO ALL :)

Kenneth Phoon is a bastard :)
i dare to say.

WHATEVER, he's a petty asshole.
He've got attidute problem AND
He is a liar :]
He lie to his friends , ALOT of times
eg. Jerome Yam
But he dont mind.
such a good guy?
with THAT type of fucking bastard friend.
poorthing :[

what ever , now he's cursing a BITCH to go die.
i know he saying me, but if i ask.
with his silly childish mind cept, sure say : i got say u meh.
oh well hastard jiu si bastrd.
nth to say :)
continue to the bitch thing.
Oh well , evebn if ii wanna die.
also wont die for you?
you're disgusting.
really ~_~
you dont worth my life :]]
haha LOL disgusting.
EW.
haha anyway the whole damn blog is bout hi,
its a SICK post.
HAHAHAHAHAHA LOL :DDD

anyway meeting bestfriend later!
LOVESS YOUU BF :D

stupid blogged at
10:44 AM

Friday, January 20, 2006

hello..
i'm wating fer julien to online.
she's at hospital visting his grandma :(
hope she gets well soon :']

moring had Intouch dicussion with Mr tan.
so so la kinda boring, its about Bird flu=.-
so boring larrr.

after school have CCA fair :
LAME.
wore that BRIGHT coloured @link shirt makes me feel sick
its rough and thick, SO WARM.
ta ma de -.-
so boring la, after the 1st round of cca fair fer half of the sec1;
i go change back uniform already :]
and my uniform very crumpled.
lol cause i anyhow put :X
then after that go cafeteria slack for very long
den go find my idol ROYSTON!!!
hahahahaha DIAO-._"
den talked with eric loh, chat chat.
den drink with the boys.
cause nicole and cindy go home already :(
so bo bian have to be with the boyys.
they're so fun.
lol keep saying about rroyston.
dont know how they know one -.-
anyway!
THEY'RE VERY CUTE.

while chatting at the back of hall with eric, laura lau CAME!
omg.
she walk towards me and SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.
ask me cut nails and take out ear sticks.
heng she never SHOUT.
phew :)
haha (:
yeah and.. somthing not very nice happened just now.
i feel like crying :(
i need someone to talk to please.
:(((
i've changed.
i really have.
sigh.

anyway , thankyou xiongjie fer trying to help.
you're really a nice guy.
marvelyn shld not do that to you :'[
sigh anyway.

good bye :[

stupid blogged at
11:51 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

uncle's 17 already :D
OLD UNCLE
but still looking great. HAHAHA.
x)

Today betty chow DIN talk :D!
after school had book talk =.= BORING.
GO DIE.
=.- and yes! we waited fer cindy, walk ard the school..
laze ard.. hHAHAH :)
CANT BELIEVE, xiongjie and gerald
both so guai doing hoemwork in class
THOU deres no teacher.
LOL :D
houyu, din see him =X
YAWNS.
nth else. tmr have cca fair =.-
SIAN ONE LOH.
LALA WHATEVER.
i love my idol and uncle.
HAHA :)
royston idol and uncle evan :D
LALALALA.
b.

stupid blogged at
10:10 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

HELLO!
heeee.
morning had stuupid assembly again.
betty chow talked about INTREGITY again -.-
i was down dere fucking warm and tired.
dere she was talking happily!
stupid.
after that went up class for english
TAN JK.
omg i hate her voice manx.
fucking HIGH .
she was scolding hanisa beside me.
ARGH i press my ear -.-
so HIGH pitch -.-!
CME! we prepared for out enthic celebration :)
i was not involved.
lol hhaa.
hope the audition was sucesssful x)
hahaha.
recess! i went to buy my house tee shirt, willow.. YAY hahaa.
having kenneth FOO in willow also,
sports day, YAY SURE WIN.
lol? =x hope so.
hehehehhee. lalalala..
after school while walking towards cafeteria,
i heard someone calling me.
turn back and it was WOODY!
omgomg.
den he ask me want his password fer maple izzit ,
i said yea.
haha den he gave me.
HE FORGET ALREADY
so gave me the wrong one.
haha i took the correct one frm kimlee.
and btw, woody's words are DAMMY small.
HAHA.
after that nicole went t find felicia at GO deree ;
then i saw xiongjie and gerald dere too :O
they were playing afool =.="
den i walk nearer to them ( TOWARDS FELICIA )
i heard one of them say : ' cindy cindy peggy peggy'
den i turn , they playing =.=
den we walk away already.
LOL
stupid lamers.
and houyu was like alone .
ahaa =.=
@LINK WAS LONG.
VERY LONG.
till 5+ sia -.-"
and doing stuffs fer cca fair on friday!
my whole hands are so markered.
HAHA another 'own create' word.
doooooots!
ok la nth already
b.

stupid blogged at
9:05 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

BOO TODAY SUCKS TOTALLY
had push call for ref up this morning.
OMG.
3C ppl so violent la, i tot it gonna be fun.
BUT NO. i'm wrong.
hahaha.
blah blah blah blah.

after school went republic poly!
I LOVE A DEPLOMA DERE.
STA !!!
about videoing and DJ stuffs.
OMG it rock :D
yay yay yay

=.- sian ok.
b.

stupid blogged at
9:01 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006

HELLO :)
wee just came back frm school!
had photo taking =.-
STUPID ONE LAR!
sit dere, den mus smile.
BUT
cannot smile too hard.
LOL=.-?!
stupid i hate taking formal photo!

nicole and i did something VERY VERY gross.
lol! we ate chewing gum during recess ( 11am) !
THEN.
we dont wanna spit it out, we planned to leave it in our mouths till after school ( 3.30pm )
LOL HAHA.
we really did it :x
EW. hahahhaha!
den we went to eat and i went up for photo taking!
OMG.
tat was more sick den chewing a gum fer 4 hours+!
we took solo pics!
AHHH.
hahahaaa yep yep.
thats alll :))
b.

stupid blogged at
5:44 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

HIHI
reached home not long ago frm breakfast!
went fer breakfast with julien and daddy :D
we ate yoon toon mee.
LOL.
and papa bought 6 eggs
OMG AH?!
each ate two , its like watery watery?
and julien and i eat dao wanna vomit.
its gross. :)
YAY :D
dont keed go church , hehehehe
mum is coming back tonight!!
X)
i'm veri tired.
yesterday night talked with julien till ard 1+ , den sleep.
WE TALKED ALOT.
:DD
heeeeeeeeee.
we played with webby cam just now.
WE COPY YOUR IDOL.
lol! =x
hehe
b.

stupid blogged at
12:59 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

WHAT THE FUCK. LOL! i just came back frm julien hse and i step into the hse , i heard
cheebye aye knn cheebye ley .
LOLS? scare me i tot wtf happened.
actually is my dad and his fren playing some horse racing ting.
they got high.

later i'm going Jurongeast to meet julien
Then go IMM fer dinner with her relatives :))
-SHY-
lol =.-
and yay!! julien's webcam is working :D
heheheee.
sian! churching tmr.
HAHA wad a word =.-

Julien and i are watching titanic again later :D
we gonna cry like MAD.

anyway, FUCK YOU. BASTARD.

erm ya LOL.

b.

stupid blogged at
5:01 PM

hellos....
Julien and ganMA sleep already , i couldnt sleep.
sigh :((
12 of jan , i'll never forget this day
alright, i din went school today .
i ponned.
bought a fucking $20 MC , and anyway - cindy ponned too.
grandma irritated me in the morning =.-
and yes yes yes yes i'm tired.
and no no no no i couldnt forget.
and fuck fuck fuck fuck i wanna forget.
and sick sick sick sick i just couldnt.
he acted like nothing happened?
i wonder how he did it man.
anyway, julien ernest and i watched titanic this afternoon
OMG ITS.
fucking.
sad :((
i cried like mad. (partyly cause of 12th jan)
sighhh :[[
jack and rose is FUCKING __ sweet.
ARGH.
cannot find those man already.
all extict.
stupid BOYS.
after that we went yuhua village to have dinner.
i have no appitite , so i ate ice - ka chang only __ din finish.
aiyah i'm SO sian and HUNGRY now.
i'm on diet.
really i am i am i am .
))):
i'm BORED.
julien is a pig. say wan talk to me den never.
PIGG!
Hmphhh_ffs!
eeeeeeeeek ::(( i'm bored.
sighh.
cya.

[ Girls have soft hearts ]
[ Boys have NO hearts ]

b.

stupid blogged at
12:58 AM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Sigh , we're friends :) its okayy, haha mum is going KL tonight . yay sleep alone :) gonna have wet pillow in the morning for sure, sigh. i acted like i'm fine, but i;m not . really i'm not . :'( haii , phoonie :( i love you . haii nvm , friend! i love my friends :) haii , i'm not okay lar =.=" bye

stupid blogged at
9:05 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

YAY ! GOING FOR SLEEP OVER AT JU JU ( julien ) HSE FER 2 DAYS!! :D YAY!!!!! ice ice baby. LOL!

stupid blogged at
6:28 PM

WEE! i'm back frm school!

Yesterday : Met up with cheryl heng! :) den we went Bugis to buy tarot cards! It happens that arthur is goiing bugis too. lol x) after that we go eat lunch , then nothing to do already, den went tpy meet kp to take charger , den after that actually kenneth and albert playing pool. but must wait veri long, so dey gave up and albert went home, den cheryl and i go jerome hse , below the table to play with her tarot cards. den call jerome come down. lolss. den after play play awhile. we go shawn hse , den go simlim square , jerome wan buy sumting i tink. den go home after that.

Today : Moring assembly, OMG betty chow talk. sian one. i keep nodding head ( dozing off ) .. yea. so sian one la. den after that go back class. ms tan was beri angry cos she ask us monday passup math, only 2 person passup. lOLLLL :X den after that blah blah blah sian one la. and friends are all luffing at me -.- cos i suck in o2jam, ARGH! stupid! i've been playing so long ago already, AND NOW STILL LVL ZERO. fuck! anyway bo cca den come home. yea nothing already. AND someone is showing attidute. fucking bastard. disgusted. * PUI! * eeeeee, eeeeee, eeeeee . who cares :)) lalalallala.

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3:15 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

Why people fall in love?
It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how ithappens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery whysome love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons andcauses, but you will never do anymore that take the life outof the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum ofthe bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body,love is more than the sum of the interests and attractionsand commonalities that two people share. And just as lifeitself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, thecoming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift thatcannot be questioned in its ways.Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift oflove will come to you in full flower. Take hold of it andcelebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream weall share. More often, it will come and take hold of you,celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.When this happen to young people, they too often try tograsp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is agift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out oflove, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving,they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost ratherthan accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.They want answers where there are no answers. Theywant to know what is wrong in them that makes the otherperson no longer love them, or try to get their love to change,thinking that if some small things were different, love wouldbloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that ifthey go far away and start a new life, their love will grow.They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. Butthere is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until theyaccept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.You need to know this about love, and accept it. You need totreat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself inlove with someone who does not love you, be gentle withyourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn'tchoose to rest in the other person's heart.If you find yourself someone in love with you but you don'tlove him back, feel honored that love came and called at yourdoor, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do nottake advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with loveis how you deal with yourself. All our hearts feel the samepains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you,and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it nor toassess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is ameaning. You will know in time.Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. Allyou can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the personwho brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem itpoor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so longwithout love, they understand love only as a need. They seetheir hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, andthey begin to look at love as something that flows to themrather than from them.The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but astheir love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.They cease to be someone who generates love and insteadbecome someone who seeks love. They forget that thesecret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made togrow only by giving it away.Remember this and keep it to your heart. Love has its time, itsown season, its own reason for coming and going. Youcannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You canonly embrace it when it arrives and give it away when itcomes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart orfrom the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do andthere is nothing you should do. Love always has been andalways will be a mystery. BE GLAD THAT IT CAME TO LIVEFOR A MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE. If you keep you heart open, it will come again...

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10:52 AM

SIAN , dad took my comp reception ting away -.- cannot use internet already! fuck. now he's out, so i'm using his comp. ^^ ARGH! just finished tuition :( now looking fer ppl to pei me go bugis fer tarot cards tmr! Julien and kenneth both cannot :(( maybe i going with cheryl :D she asking now x)!

Today morning i was DAMN FUCKING tired. really! cos i slept late. LOL. cos of the show? - ren ci - LOLS. i called 5 times of $5 ! using my mum's hp . - wistle- den blah blah , PE! take height and weight, my height is 162cm -.-" nvr grow. eek! weight next week den take :)) xD

hmm! recess we looked fer cindy again-.- ALWAYS missing in action during reces! ARGH! den after that had long lessons! :( so tireD ~_~! den lala wadever! after school!!! :DD cindy and nicole ( my mum n dad ) LOL? waited fer me outside my class! :) fetch me -.-" so called la , lol sumtimes i act as nicole's mum , sumtimes she's my mum! :D yay :) i'm so happy suddenli x) llollss. HMMMMMM.. nth already? went gek poh after sch thats all :) BB!~

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9:44 AM

Usually when people are sad, they don't do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

However long the night, the dawn will break.

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.

What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face.

You have been the treasure in my hand. You have been the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there. But then there will come a day, when I will turn my head and you will slip away.

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

Though I haven’t told you how much I care, how much you mean to me, it's not a good to say that I don’t value you, if you only know how much fear losing you then, you'll understand how much I care.

Sometimes the perfect person for you is that whom you least expected to be.

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

i couldnt sleep ytd night! i was fucking angry. i dont know why. Everything irritates me ):[ i turn and turn and turn fer very long den finally slept. but i was veri fed dup. i really really dont know why sia ):[

ytd evening met up with julien koh at entertainment center :)) den took a cab down to bugis , we ate billy bombers ( $52+) AH EX ~_~! lol , den after that went to kino____ to buy books :D julien and i bought 1 each x) den i saw some tarots cards! really really nice. i wanted to buy but not euough money! :[[ i want to buy it next week.

Aiyah everything is starting to irritate me again. idiotic father, early in the moring shout shout shout. fuck la iidiotic ):[

nth's going my way la fuck. irritateing. SICK. ARGH. LALALALALALAALALALALLAA. fuck la i hate my life. idiotic parents, ALWAYS talking so loudly . my mom. owaes using a screaming tone at my dad, early in the fucking morning. WAH LAO i cannot stand it anymore la .DFUCKASDKJASFHBADKFHASDKFHKS AGRH!

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aiyah fuck la , father keep treatening me with a fucking cane. FUCK LA.

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

I sleep in the ruins , in splinters and ash.

What died was your beauty .

That window on your soul

Changed , became earnestly transparent.

You will never return .

You will never return.

But who says?

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Friday, January 06, 2006

fuck , i'm fucking tired today . i woke up at about 2am , crying over nothing. I'M fucking stupid? haha i am. IN SCHOOL , morning went up to hall . eric koh talked fer sometime , den laura lau talk . den johnny ang talk -.-" den go back class , yaya blah blah blah. nth much la , aiyah fuck. After school , i asked weiyang wheres the pupil activiy room ( change place le ) , den he say : you dont know how to explore urself huh? fuck la he , cheebyekia. express big deal huh. nabeh. fucker. nth to say already la . i'm a close friend only. bb

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

AHH I'M SO TIRED! T_T

morning went school , nicole sat beside me again!! :DD hehe den read read , den take temperature lohs. den go back class for home @ westwood -.-" we draw draw our name BIG BIG. den paste behind class, SO THAT teachers can call our names -.-" patrick tan's idea T.T den the day goes on la~

then folkdance! i partner Darrence? -.-" WTF , BUT NVM -.-" anything~ so sian! our dance is cha cha -.- FUCK LA. disgusting :'(( after tat is recess!! i met nicole on the way up :)! she's looking fer in at the hall , heheheh xD lols, dden after that ar is SS :) mdm rozi! i love her man! she's beri good at teaching. hear her teach WONT sian one :DD! hehhe den den EL =.= TAN JK . stupid. dun like her. stupid activity LARS.

after schhool! waited fer nicole , haha den we go up to find cindy. she say 340 dem class end -.-" SO LATE LAR? den i dun wan wait, nicole die die want me wait! den she took my key , i cant go home-.-" den yayaya we lag ard , den go home. AHHH NICOLE 4GET TO GIMMIE BACK! den i go up lift ( sian sian face ) . den saw ah ma's shoes!! :DDD HENG :DD hehehehe den i damn tired now la! BB :))

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

AHH i'm freaking tired! :(( my eyes are dry and small , couldnt open :'( i know i'm sitting with who already :DD he's khairil? i tink i spelt i wrongli -.- =x but.. nvm?he's a frenli guy! :D LOL hur! hmm ..

Morning! i took a cab to school cause papa dont want to fetch me dere =._" den i reach school sit veri infront la , cos its kinda early -.-" HEHE nicole was next to me!! :DD i'm so happy hahaha :)) hmm, den after that go hall listen to DM talk -.- den go back to class, den blah blah blah having a fucking sucking unfriengly selfish idiotic suckok MALAY GURL behind me , idiotic asshole -._" wadever 0.=

den recess !! :DD!! i waited fer nicole outside her class ^__^ geegee, den she go change cos she have PE t0day :)) den den rite, lol!? den we go cafe see see look look den go back class le :)) nth to do -.- lol den den chinese class!? i was in chua SW class -._'" having some 3C peeps in the class too la, but sian i'm alone . with teh teh lei . I DONT WANT. i rather be alone!? :)) =X hee :)

den after schhool went home, im damn tired! den kenneth and i slept at the same time :DD but he haven wake up-.- PIG NEH.. a cute one xD o^_^o (--- our cheek cheek ting :DD hhee i miss you my dear! :DD i miss julien koh too! :'( get well sooon :))

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

fuck la, i hate school :(( i dont like my school , either do i like my class. sigh. Its diffcult -.- all new faces and all malays, not that i racist? but really, why do malays ( some only ) wanna act big talk big? fucks la nah beh.. dont be offended, just refering to some. sick la 1st day oni i hate sch and class. how am i gonna survive? lols -.- FUCK!

ok say bout morning! i woke up at 6 den go wash up ready to change , den realise i dun have a badge! ARH SHIT. den i find find find dun have!!! T_T den mama gimmie my money to buy shorts den i realise its in my wallet -.-" l0l scare me :(( anyway, i set off at 6.45am . haha papa fetch me go :)) the traffic was kinda slow la duno why. den reach sch outside, IT WAS JAMMING. cause of sec one * looks away* =x erm then papa let be off at the side -.- i walk in.
den i walk walk looking fucking blurr, cos i duno wads going on -.-!! SO MESSY. den i walk walk slowly , i saw cindy! OMG. she's so early! den i walk up to her looking damn happy :DD den i pei her go toilet do hw. LOL she haven finish -.- lol after that a stupid SL go off the lights *CURSE* den we walk out loh bo bian -.- den go sit down :(( wanted to follow cindy, but DIFFERENT CLASS ALREADY :((((!!! sigh. den i sat at 3D row, all of them look unfriendly -.- sian diaos~ sigh! den den den rite sit dwn le jiu start reading ting lor.

after awhile , i heard marcus woo ( president ) saying we gonna take temperature!! OMG AH! i tot tuesday dunnid to bring lor!!!! den he say nvr bring stand up la den stand lor -.- den all nvr bring one go cafeteria take temp -.- WTF? so mani ppl la! den all share thermometer -.- EW . pukes!!! sian den i sit beside wei zhao :DD lucky! orelse will be fuking sian. den we tok tok lors, finish le den walk back to read-.-den after that when walking back to class , our class kena cut half -.- some walk front some back -.-? LOUSY! sian :((

Our form teacher is Mr patrick tan :DD!! hehe cute cute one :DD hahha! den i sit at the 2nd last row , beside a malay boy ( i duno his name -.- ) . den den yayaya go through stuffs la den blah blahh blahh~~ SIAN -.- den recess :D!!! EXCITED :DD I LOVE NICOLE!!! she was waiting outside my class waiting for me xD recess is the onlt time i smiled :))!! hehe , den we talk talk den go back class. LOL den we got our handbooks :)! its VERY nice. really! l0ls, not like the previous ones already :) hahaa , hmm den after that Mr tan asked me to stay back -.- cos i draw beri nice -.- sian one, den stayed awhile do the back notice board den go makan makan wif cindy n nicole :DD

sian :(( life's so boring! schooling sucks! :(( sigh! i'm eating strawberry bisket now =X l0l!? hahah err.. ok tats all . I HATE MY CLASS 3D'o6 ! maybe will like it after awhile? LOL and i'm going st andrew sec on friday :D!!! hehe BB!! :))

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Monday, January 02, 2006

Yesterday went plaza sing with kenneth phoon after church , met him at 5. Then we go buy movie tix , 8pm de kingkong :)) den after that we go food court eat , i nvr eat :D cos i ate -.- lol erm den after that we DAMN SIAN la , we go book shop, walk walk ard. wth all the books dere damn thick -.- cannot read. lol! den after that we go comics connection? den walk walk lor, i bought 10 small small mini mini de cards :DD $1 ONLY XD den after that ar we go the art art de shop? dono la! just go in , we walk fer 1hr+ in dere. LOL keep repeating the same place :DD lol inside beri fun :)) den after that we go 1st floor , DO NTH. den go up again -.- den gonna 8 le den but poppy corn , mix de go up :D den we turn turn lolly pop xD hhahaa we sat at the 3rd row frm the front -._" Dorts, den the show veri veri nice :) VERY touching xD i cried once , thou deres 3 part beri touching. hahaha and erm.. the kingkong is kinda cute? LOL LOL! =X wahahs, den after that kenneth phoon go meet jerome and shawn to watch narnia :) cause its shawn's birthday! 1st of jan. WOW! lol haha lol =.=" errr.. den i go home lor? SIAN today whole day at home, gonna do hw ! i nvr touch dao , except math 2 pages, and still left 2 pages -.- and english and chinese! ARGH chinese -.-"! sian diao~? ok i go do already T.T cya cya

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! :DD its 2006! yay! :)) i din not went out to countdown , as i dun like mani mani ppl de place. those whu noe me beri well shld noe :)) hehe, so i decided to countdown in habbo ( like last year ) again tis year! its SO BORING -.- actually din really CD in habbo, i CD-ED wif cheryl in msn! haha fun :) not very actually -.- LOLL my dad and mum both slept already! maye i shld just OPEN THE DOOR LOUD LOUD AND SHOUT : HAPPY NEW YEAR MAMA PAPA!!!! later morning kena dash -.- aiyah i'm so bored lahs, not excited about school lei, cos its a new class with 98% strangers :'(( BORED! yes i'm fucking bored! uncle was having problems with his GF and i was trying to help? BUT it got a little worst only? LOL uncle was fuked up :x lol! i tink so =.= so bored so bored! i'm 15 already! thou haven birthday :p i gonna write alot, CAUSE I'M BORED. i dont know how mani times i've said I'M BORED I'M BORED already-.- i'm kinda tired! but dont feel like sleeping cos kenneth phoonie is outside AND i dont tink i can slp too, and oh yah! btw i've been dreaming ALOT ALOT tis few days, continuous dreams! T_T and everynight before i sleep! i will have to OPEN EYES BIG BIG FER 1 HOUR den can sleep=.= know wad i mean? MEANS I SI MIAN, WTF :( ! why why why like dat.. :( sian diao~ i damn hungry just now, i ate plain bread -.- its nice u noe! cos i'm huunrgy, everything is nice. lol haha :)) -.-i'm SO BORED again! anyway , i found a song ! its damn fucking nice :)) ' words by boyzone ' wahahaa! veri veri nice :)))!! =p Hmm.. just now jia ning and mei zi aunty came my hse to eat, mei zi aunty cooked :)) papa ordered pizza too! :) and that guy whu delivered the pizza gave me wrong change and i said :' huh correct mehs?' den he said : ' oh yah hor! ' and gave a me a blur blur look with a smile . OMG * faints * AHH!!!! DAMN CUTE LA!!!! but anyway, kenneth phoon is the cutest :DD hehe, he's having stomach pain now :(( he's at rendy hse :(( - worries - :(( sigh! tmr after church i'm meetting kenneth phoon to go PS watch 'kingkong' I'VE BEEN WANTING TO WATCH IT BERI LONG AGO, but nvr watch -.- lol tmr i must must must watch! :DD hmm hmm! i'm BORED. =x lOLS. aiyah sian diao~~ julien julien! faster buy webcam :DD we can do stupid tings together! orelse owaes i do -.- SO SIAN RITE. lol! wahahahs. i like dat rite one whole chunk. beri sian rite? aiyaa sian diao~ neopets is laggging like mad! i dont know why :(anyway, i'm in love with harrypotter! i meant the show :DD ITS FUCKING NICE :)!! i wish i could go to Hogwarts and be a student of Gryffindor dere :DD HAHA nice nice nice nice =p Hmm, ok i shall stop here already, its getting abit naggy, or veri naggy already? er.. anything wadever. LOL :DD uh! papa open door -.- SCARE ME LOLS. anyway happy new year all :)! i hope 2006 is a better year :) CYA

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