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Friday, June 30, 2006




HA, some pics.

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11:19 PM




Yo readers! Im a happy girl today x) NO MORE EMO ME. *celebrates*
Hmm yes yes. Firstly i want to say sorry to everybody for the sad posts, they suck. Hoho.
Today morning went pek hse to watch tv, ahh!! the show is very nice , but hadda go school. So didnt watch finish ): Then after that school lah, was damn boring. During chem , tsui was damn funny lah!!!! keep making fun of patrick tan , he was damn pissed off with tsui. Haa spastic boy. Then then then... hmm forgotten what i wanted to say........ ): okay oh ya the after school go pek hse take hp then snail & me went home (mine) to bathe! i need a bath, so smelly =:( yes then went bk to school & walk ard with snail then dah dah dah dah dah dah dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh all the way to japan.
Alright , then went vivien house! Then went sunshine (sings the bread song) to meet ahlong to chat. So sian lor actually :) den met le we talk lotsa crap lah! Wahlau then ahbin come, so hiong. Lol we scold RAMADAN till tork! Then i love the crocs shoe!! the rubbery thing shoe. ITS SO ADORABLE LAH. i want one! i mean a pair -.-" okay then i just reached home. x)

TMR: Maybe going winson hse play pool then badminton! Then snail&vien come watch the the the the FIFA ya fifa . god x) OK bye!

BY THE WAY, SNAIL IS AHYIN (sn)

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10:59 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006


i'm feeling terrible now , lonely & empty.
i suck , i hate being emo.
but i cant help it.
whenever im alone, im feeling as if everything is far infront.
& im at the back alone.
words cant describe how i feel now.
Feeling werid , a feeling i never had before.
Help me . I cant concentrate in school.
I just lost intrest in every single thing.
nothing can ease the pain in my heart.
i dont know whats happening.
pardon me if i cry . I dont mean it.
Can anyone hear me? Can anyone just tell me what to do?
im sick of everything , bye.

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9:03 PM



Hi , firstly i want to say sorry to ahbin&ralvin. Cause today during dono-wad-lesson my mood was terrible bad. Aiya i just kept quiet & do my own stuffs. They tried to make my happy lah , by the ralvin nose thing! hahaha sorry i really feel very depressed. Lol then i wrote diary in school , wrote every single thing i wanted to say , & i felt better. My diary on one can read lah , cause its as shown in the picture. Over lapping & messy . Sigh.
okay happy stuffs now.

After school went to pek pek hse to play majong. Ahyin (sn) , ahbin , vivien, ralvin , carissa , si qi & peiyu was there. & we slack & we talk.
Still the same, dont understand how to win majong. Lol . Hmm ok thats all , everytime i reach home. I feel sad. byebyebye.
谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看着天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现

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8:21 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I hate to live .
Wo hao xiang ku . Da shen de ku .
Ming hen duan , zhen de hen duan.
Crying cant solve problems ,
die can .
Close my eyes , sleep & dont ever wake up.
Zhen de hao lei hao lei.
Everyday i look into the mirror , i see something i dont like.
Hate myself for being me , being emo & all.
Had the urge to jump off my kitchen window. I really had.
One sec of pain & thats it.
Thousand & millon years of glad.
Its worth it but why cant i just dare.
aiya ppl will just say im emo , fuck it .

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9:30 PM


Hi , today is a fun-dao de day . NOT during school, is after school. Yin vien min peiyu me & carissa went winson house see dogs. Wtf i scream like fucking 24134582798 times. Its damn paiseh lah knn . His dogs are some-so-ugly-some-cute-dao. Hahahha only like one of his big dogs . Dont know what name . The babies are damn adorable!! so weak yet cute. Hahh. Then play with dogs dao sian liao then play pool lor ,winson is rich dao ! One big billard table in his living room. O-M-G , how i wish i have one. My hse also no space to put lah so SUAN LIAO.Then ard 4 we went back to school to wait for min & vien cos dey went bk for badminton. Then slack ah! Bitch about ppl & drawings. So fun fun fun fun .
Tmr IS a long long day , lesson ends at 330 please. Its damn frigging late! With the in-between 3 period of free periods. DONT KNOW FOR WHAT. Then forget it it it. tmr gonna be long. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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7:29 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006





SCHOOL SUCK . BYE

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7:10 PM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Vivien wants me to do this survey ;]
Your 10 Favourites
Colours: Black ,white , green
foods: any la la la
song: random
movie: All that i've watched
sport: tennis , badminton
season: winter
day of the week: anyday with friends
ice-cream flavour: strawberry & durian
Your Currents
Current mood: rather down
Current clothes: pajamas
Current desktop: samsung
Current toenail colour: grey
Current time: 9.50pm
Current annoyance: tmr having school
Current thoughts: die haven finish homework
8 Firsts:
First best friend: julien koh
First Crush: shian shun
First movie: forgt
First piercing: primary dono what
First lie: HAA dono -.=
First music: dono
First car: dono -.-
7 Lasts:
Last cigarette: feb ? or jan 2006
Last drink: tap water -.-
Last car ride: this morning
Last crush: zzzz
Last movie seen:the omen
Last phone call: to mom 5 mins ago
Last cd played: i don listen frm cd
Have you ever:
Date with of one your bestfriends: no
Broken the rules: duh
Arrested: no
been on to tv: no
Kiss someone you don't know: no
5 things you are wearing: pajamas , hair , spects , skin , nails.
4 things you have done today: go church , diao an old aunty , phone with ahbin & ate -.-
3 things you can hear right now: song , mom calling me to go slp, water dripping
2 things that you live w/o : dont understand this
Thing you do when you are bored: stone
People i tag to do : xiaoyin & julien

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9:47 PM


another sunday , argh in a very-sian-leh-tmr-sch-reopen-le mood. Sick leh school wtf -.- Hmm hmm hmm , school suck byebye. lazy to blog lah BYEBYE TSK.

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7:49 PM


From ahyin's blog.

EIGHT things you fail at.
1. Staying in express
2. Lose weight
3. having nice temper.
4. stop spending like no ppl business
5. making alot of friends
6. being sociable
7. being a nice friend/daughter/granddaughter ETC ETC.
8. being rich
SEVEN songs you listened today.
1. gei wo ni de ai
2. ahyin blog song
3. super women
4. tonight
5. long distance
6. vivien blog song
7. 25 mintues.
SIX things you desire, or need.
1. lose alot of damn weights
2. all in my wishlist
3. score well in all exams/tests
4. have more money
5. 48 hours a day ;[
6. 1 Year holiday as june break.
FIVE annoyances.
1. ppl who type liikeeszx thiishhx.
2. ppl who hang out at gekpoh/JP/pioneer mall etc etc neighbourhood malls.
3. study related stuffs ( teachers of cos )
4. broke
5. long assemblies
FOUR things you will never do.
1. gain summore weight
2. typ3 liike thiiishhx.
3. like kids.
4. like study related stuffs ( LIKING TEACHERS...)
THREE people to tag to do this survey too.
1. XIAOLING (imaginary friend)
2. ZHONG LING ( '' )
3. DA LING ('')
TWO people you saw today.
1. AHSLIVER
2. AHGOLD
ONE word.
1. *walks away*

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7:20 PM





i like the 1st row middle white shoe :D






tonight den continue

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4:45 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

go do my quiz!! please put your real name :D
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060624080731-498431&

Ahyin & vivien just left oh , in the afternoon we actually planned to go badminton at jp the library . Can book court , but they have event today so cant book. So we walked to my hse there the open court to play . About 15mins we gave up. The weather is too hot & the sun is so strong -.- So we went bk my home to excersice . Ran & cycle , haha then we cooked dinner. Was a great dinner!! :) healthy & nice. Then slacked ard & play with curtian thing. RAH , so bored now. Up load photos later , some self protrait lah. LOL ee i know x) but who cares , this is my blog. *walks away.
This is a damn fucking funny clip. please watch! omg xD
http://youtube.com/watch?v=2X-1aaGf0sw&search=silent%20library%203

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8:13 PM

Friday, June 23, 2006








sian , so restless & moody . This are some nice retro stuffs i think are nice luh. bb.

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7:47 PM


im damn tired now. No mood for blogging now adays.

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3:19 PM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Hi , theres a retro party on my bday at downtown east! Hope everyone i invited can come :) Mostly sec3 yeh, & some of my outside friend. Update the details later , haa ok BYE.

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8:25 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

wah nabeh cheebye , i go delet today's pictures. WAH KAO , i bu xiao xin one lah. Knn my fucked up hand!!! Grr nvm . Today morning went school to see my baby hammy at hall ( not ta bor ahlong -.- ) . Then went home to bathe & anyhow wore and go jp new interchange to meet ahyin . The goon cindy keep saying im excited to see the the new interchange, GRR im not! Yah then after that went to to to the lot1 to buy pris's bday thing , then long went back ( i think we're too boring ) . Then we trained to causeway luh , ran to seoul garden because we don wan to eat the dinner. Haha too expensive, then we ate ate ate , i got full fast because i drink lots of water ( always). hah then yeh we ate & play with the left overs. Upload the pics when i got them frm ahyin. Shit me , SIGH. Okay then bought spects & vcds!! watching myslef tmr, nothing going on tmr luh. :D FREE DAY, okay bye ee bye ee! :) -.-

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10:16 PM


Hello, i watched the omen with ahbin ytd. Its nice luh , but i hope the boy die -.- CAN TURN BACK & SMILE SUMMORE, knn slap him :D ok -.- Todays the 21st!! 4 more months to ahjin bday. HAHA. alright,Later going woodland to celebrate pris de bday , ya i blogged that before i think. yeh yeh yeh yeh weee ooo weee ooo , Some ppl's blog just gross me off . haha! Ahh , sian i miss baby !! that goondoo shimin -.- NEVERMIND. erm.? ok nth already Bbuaiiis Buaiiiisxzzx!!! sxz . szx. xzx. xz.xzx.xz.!! kekexzx.xzxz. zxz.xzxz.xz.xz. alright bye-.-

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8:07 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006



WEE! im back , bought my CL & spects liao. Spects 2 more days then go take :) yes yes yes yes yes yes yes . Lol hmm tmr i bhb go celebrate pris bday also. LOL cos i nth to do luh? ok la byebye.

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8:58 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006

AH hi , wah now im having egg phobia & hotdogs phobia. Cos i ate too much hotdogs & vomited just nw . ZZZZ , stupid gross food! NOT GONNA EAT IT ANYMORE. Yin&min was here just now luh , so fun . I was insane just now. Totally gone mad, harr. Hmm , tmr mom gonna bring me go do spects & lense ;] then thursday going out with aiai to buy no degree spects. Yay yay !! ok uh =.= BYE; ]

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9:40 PM


http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060618235534-586960&

weeee my quiz.pls do & put real name

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12:00 PM


eh hi , eh bye. No mood to blog.

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11:36 AM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

I FEEL LIKE SHOPPING , my defination for shopping is anyhow buy things incase you ppl dont know. I dont have much things to buy luh , just anyhow buy things will make me happy :D
Yin&Yz de 4th month coming, they are buying rings . Aw how sweet yes! feel like buying myself one. & put words like : this belongs to ahjin , eh its ahjin's ring , WHY ARE YOU TAKING MY RING ? , eh return to me please. HAAH!!! ok i know its spastic. OKAY BYEBEY. im bored.

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8:25 PM





Hi , im back from chalet .

Day1: Cabbed dwn to downtown east with jul & ral . Mom paid for the fare , cos she know the driver .Then we went to have our breakfast+lunch tgt at mac , then walked ard , checked in & laze ard. Then after that we went to the another side of downtown east , then max came . We went back chalet then went to cycle . We paid 20bucks for the bike , the whole day one. The cycle at the park. Then after that i forgotten what we did. We had dinner at whitesand? I forgotten. Then max told us some encounters! That really spooked me. Want to know ask me when sch reopen or something. We went back chalet to play poker, AH its damn fun! We played dai-di at 1st , the one with most card had to drink that vodka & mix sumthing else luh , im the 1st to drink but not the most . I think jul drank the most , she turns red! ( ral said :cooked lobster ) After dat we became real damn sian , so we went to the red house , its haunted luh!!!!! Popular some how? Cos alot ppl knows , i also know deres a haunted hse there, but dont know the name. ITS RED HSE, i finally know. We cycled dere ard midnight , that area is full of mansions & bunglows. ALL damn cool! having their own carparks luh , undergound. HOW COOL if im staying in there too. okok , we cycled cycled , i was damn scared . Cos its dark , chilly & all thoughts came to my mind. We finally reached , then we look like playful kids trying to explore in shows, BUT we're not lah , i was damn scared & hurrying them to go back , cause im shivering some how. My voice changed, then ral & i turned our bikes to the going-back position. Cos she was scared too , due to the sea apple droping down frm the top . Btw dere was damn forest-ness. LOL , okay then we cycled back again , we went to the park , WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN DARK , max lead us cos we cant see the road. We cycled cycled & i start to feel giddy , i think its the alcohol i drank just now. Then i feel like vomiting , giddy , headache & all . Gosh , horrible feeling that was. Then we went cheers to buy supper ( cup noodles ) . After we ate , all went to sleep. I didnt slp lah , was so tired but can slp . So ral & i talked in the phone -.- msging when she's just beside me. Then okay goodnight , we slept at ard 3 bah. Then set alarm to 8 , i think i had a nightmare, and i woke up sweating ALOT when the aircon is cold. Then i see the clock , its 4:46am . I can rmb clearly , then i went back to slp, couldnt . But somehow i slept again , i woke up cos i heard ralvin woke up. Then we talked again , & slept again, that was 5+. Then again i woke up because gt ppl use water flink on my face , so i tot ralvin or jul go toilet wash hand liao flink on me, but i woke up , all was slping soundly? So i went back to slp, it was 6plus . i was like every hour woke up once. Then finally ard 7:06am, i woke up , saw ralvin woke up too. Then we both cant slp already cos we're both very warm , we woke up to breath fresh morning air . Then jul & max woke too , was scolded mad for being so early , so they went back to slp & i go bathe. Came out , slept again. This time i slept veh fast , then 8+ 9 already , yay yay everybody woke up & we got ready and go mac for breakfast.

Day2: We went escape!!! My 1st time there , had fun .Esp the rolercoaster with water slashing. All of us got damn wet . Aft that we went to the red house again , cos its after noon , not that scary. Cycled there & see again, its a damn big mansion? Very huge! Then we go back & bathe all that. Then the bbq start .................................... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH ......................................
ok finish went home slept in a few seconds. byebye

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4:10 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006


Its finally morning ? I had a bad time ytd , as usual i cant slp -.- I woke up twice to look at the clock. & i had TWO nightmares at a goal .

1. Im old & sick already . Then suddenly im caught into the jail for _________( i forget ). I was sentence to death & my bestfriend ( i dont know it she was julien , haha! ) was put tgt because she says if i die she also want to die, So we're tgt in the METAL room crying our lungs out. & the day arrived lah, we went into some room & I MANAGED TO SURVIVE please. Then haha!! i commited sucide. OH WTF , its a nightmare lah, gosh . I woke up ard 3 & start whining. -.-
( Then i continued to slp )
2. I was in church & the church starts at 9 mah. Then i suddenly ran out of the chuch cos i rmb i need to wake ralvin up at 9 ! ( HAHA wtf ) . Yeh, then i ran out , ppl start to chase & i got bang by a lorry. FUCK!!

Okay that are the two mares, anw i was woke up by the cleaner at my hse, OH FUCKING IRRITEATING LAH . Keep calling me peijin peijin peijin peijin peijin , Knn sibeh fan -.- anw yah, finially morning! I couldnt slp lah , i woke up ard 5 + then took a long time to slp again . What is happening to me !!!?!!?!?!?
fucked up early in the morning , BYE. its time to call ralvin !!!!

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9:01 AM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Some points to take note when going chalet or hotels .

1st : knock door or press bell & say some nice words lah.
2nd: when walking in , walk side way , cos 'they' may be walking out.
3rd: put a cup of salt water at the bed side to 'pi xie'
4th:toilet when 1st use , flush 1st. Cos 'they' may leave dirty stuffs.
5th: owaes leave toilet lights OFF.
6th : Dont wear black or red .
7th : Dont put slippers / shoes near the bed and dont put in neatly ( anyhow put) Cos they may step on it & jump on u -.-
8th : Dont slp facing big mirrors.

AHH, all these are from my mom . She saw this in an email lah , its abit spooky yet funny . haha! But its best to be safe then sorry right. SO , i'll follow some bah. HAHA!!!!! silly me.

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8:33 PM



i drew this on my hand, with liquid eyeliner. LOL
ralvin..............

Top: Ral ; Bottom : Me (osamas ) -,-
THATS RALVIN , incase you guys dont know.

aiyah sian , TODAY is a as usual sian day! very excited lah , for jul's chalet tmr! GOODBYE! i post alot today :D

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5:28 PM




this is what i fucking saw just now when im trying to fry an egg . ITS FUCKING BLOOD & VEINS.

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12:20 PM


I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

MORNING! i must be happy today cause im going chalet tmr!!! aw, i hate sleepless nights. i turn&toss for one hour b4 slping ytd.WHY CANT I SLP , once i lie dwn , many many thing will come to my mind & i'll think think think. ARGH there one particular thing i'll keep thinking & asking myself. I want to sleep!! Not thinking , i dont wish to think those at night lah . aiya fucked up nights :(
As for tmr , im going chalet!! weeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally arrived . i can get real excited okay. BYE!!

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10:15 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006




AH BORED, FUCKING BORED . i just hate ppl acting very close with some he/she just knew. Its DIGUSTING , tmd .
anw , thankyou xiaoyin!!! u know why . haha

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5:46 PM


Hi, zz just came back frm Jp . Met up with Bf to buy some chalet stuff , then we watched the x-men the last stand. It was actually a die-also-don-want-watch de show. But it turned out to be very nice! logan is so handsome & storm is so pretty..! Hah, superman may be a nice show too. BUT I JUST DONT LIKE, stupid man wearing the underwear outside. wtf obscene...!! yah yah then just came back , no tuition for the week. How gay ! Hmmmm. my blog is getting lamer each day. NO PICTURES-BLOG are so fucked up!! Going chalet on friday! With julien , ralvin , max & scandra?? Hee dont know how to spell . sorry . WE'RE GOING ESCAPE!! My first time ley :D ok imma noob -.- thats all .. BYE!!!

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2:57 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Hi , ah so bored. Today's so bad , actually im going out with bf . But my mom dont allow me to go , oh wtf right . Then i woke up at 9+ today , ate breakfast (watermellon) then use comp. Till now, so bored! then just now cooked maggi luh, normal at-home-food. Tsk.Hurry friday ? Then i can meet bf & ralvin ;D for for for chalet . Yay , okay i going to change spects soon! Anyway , i changed new handphone number. its 90071485 Lah , the old number dont delet ? maybe using back again CAUSE if my bill goes over 25bucks . my mom will take away. OMG 25 lor, so please call me if you can, dont blame me for nt replying msgs lah as u know. ;[[ ok byebye ;]

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2:12 PM

Monday, June 12, 2006

I HATE BEING FORCE TO BE A CHRISTIAN.

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12:11 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

NEW RERTARD , hmm i need my hair to be shorter & need someone to teach me style. hoho

Genting! December 2005.

*SCREAMS* the extreamly ugly me . ( Febuary 2006 )


My fourteen birthday. ( october 2005)



ah , i found some old pictures. HAHA, i find them funny.

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10:53 PM